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lydia
29 November 2009 @ 10:38 pm
Sharks! My com got down again
guess like wad junwei said, it should be mother board's fault this time round
i asked him for opinion, he said it's better to get a new one
a new one....hahahaa
im looking forward to it but at the same time, feeling sadness for the programs
that were in my com...gt to say farewell to them..
now there's a prob, a Mac or Hp Touchscreen???
got to check it out, i cant wait for a new one thou!!!
 
 
Current Mood: excited
 
 
lydia
06 November 2009 @ 10:45 pm
Never have i imagined of seeing him again
and there out of sudden "Poof!"
when u are least expected it to happen
it just happened
Just hopefully he didn see me walking towards

Yet i find the feeling's so strange
why was i getting nervous
with heart skipping a beat and taking breaths continuously?
I should be getting over, I should be!

Earlier on today, i was doing some flashbacks
on that double-deck un-airconditioned bus
wow....sure time has practically slipped without me noticing
and then, there was he
still unchanged, still looking as...hmm...i dont know wad word to use
perhaps, confident? *grins*

Yeah, one thing im pretty sure is if i haven been rushing down for my driving lesson
i wldnt have rush down to the train station
i wldnt have saw him walking opp my direction
i wldnt have noticed my stubborn heart still fonders him...slightly i shall say

If i had walked a little bit faster or slower, maybe we will just brush across each other
without me noticing
im happy enough that i've noticed him and not him noticing me
i guess i wasnt those tat can attract ppl attention lol

Anyway, i shldnt be saying all this....rmb?
I have slashed off unrequited love from my list! Then be it!!!


 
 
Current Mood: surprised
 
 
lydia
23 October 2009 @ 04:17 pm

Had watched The Holiday again....although it was 4 yrs since the movie was released
But it was considered as one of my fave romance movies.
loved hans zimmer's music for the soundtrack
especially kate winslet's lines in the beginning :

"And then, there's another kind of love: the cruelest kind. The one that almost kills its victims. It's called unrequited love. On that I am an expert. Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories, those of us who fall in love alone? We are the victims of the one-sided affair. We are the cursed of the loved ones. We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded. The handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space!"

It was brutal yet true indeed.

 
 
Current Mood: indescribable
 
 
lydia
14 October 2009 @ 12:29 pm
Why remember when you want to forget?
I'm now free of troubles and heartaches =)
 
 
Current Mood: rejuvenated
 
 
lydia
07 October 2009 @ 11:29 pm
When past memories turn to present sorrows
delight turns to dismay
love turns to hatred
i have to let go

Letting go doesn't mean giving up, instead it means moving on.
It is one of the hardest things one can achieve.
Starting at birth, we grasp onto anything we can get our hands on,
and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go.
We feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly.
But as we grow older we are forced to change our thinking concept. 
And we realised that letting go means accepting things that cannot be.
It means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard,
You have to fight yourself to do so...
 
 
Current Mood: determined
 
 
lydia
06 October 2009 @ 12:57 am
You can't have a new beginning without an end.
The greatest challenge for some is to actually close one door
and open another because the process isn't complete.
Let go of the past whether that be mistakes, old problems,
or a virtual hanging on to old grudges.
 
 
Current Mood: awake
 
 
lydia
03 October 2009 @ 12:36 am
A gathering with the girls at sin's hse
enjoying dinner in her room and the madness of web cam taking
with the joy, the laughters and the happiness
it seems like all those worries and sorrows were gone just for a little bit
however with all the tasks i need to accomplish
i guess i shant think much and learn to take things easy
 
 
Current Mood: crazy
 
 
lydia
25 September 2009 @ 08:46 pm
It's hard to stop when you knew nothing can be stopped
Funny it may sounds
but it's so true
when you haven't let the previous one go
there will never be an upcoming one
and who knows,
it might be just around the corner
 
 
Current Mood: thoughtful
 
 
 
 

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